havnt put down anything here for quite a long time.last two weeks was semester break, but i was very busy as i had six-day seminar block to take from 9am to 5pm. i hav a whole book to read for this course, and the exam is coming soon on 7th of June. there will be a lot of study for me in next week. tomorrow, i will start my normal timetable... dont want to study...i feel tired maybe because i am getting old

 

the course i took during the semester break called international management. i learned quite a lot. one main thing is sometimes you cant behave as yourself. an easy example is that when you get into a new culture, you need to behave differently and try to fit into the culture. i am not a good actress. i tried... i didnt fail...but it is so hard... and i am so tired...why i am always the one maybe only one who is trying? why sometimes i cant be myself... why i cant do whatever i like... is it called life? life is short, play hard... can I? why people give themselves a lot of pressures? wont they get exhausted? life is getting harder and harder.

 

tell me how can i become stronger...

 

 

 

 

 

just finish unloading all the photos we took during Easter Break. we went to quite a few places in Switzerland: bazel,brienzee,lauterbrunnen,jungfrau.

 

We met our German teacher in Bazel and she brought us to look around. she is a really nice lady. but i dont know why she is still single.  you can see her photo underneath. guess how old she is? she is 50+, but i think she only looks like 30+. do u agree? she likes wearing clothes in bright color. best wishes for her to find a nice guy. 

 

in Brienzee, there is not too much to see. but we pretty enjoyed the time on the boat to get there from interlaken, which is a city between two lakes. nice views. i really love the houses along the lake. my dream house is next to sea, but beside lake is also not so bad la . in order to save money, we walked 1+ hour and get to the museum: an open door museum. normally, u need five hours to visit the whole museum which does not provide bus service within the museum. i had a lot exercise on that day, maybe too much

 

Lauterbrunnen is a very very nice small town. maybe u cant realize it from the photo coz of our bad photographing skill. but trust me, it is very very nice. u cant imagine how nice it is. we only spend a few hours there. and i really want to go again, even there is rarely no attraction or activity to do. but i just want to go there, maybe biking around the city-enjoy the view and my dream houses...

 

 

 

anyway, we enjoyed the trip a lot... becoz we took too much too much photos, and it took me ages to put them into right order and gave them names. sorry about the delay. hope u will like them...

last week, i went to Geneva-a big city in Switzerland. but i feel a little bit disappointed . i dont know why. maybe becoz i am from a big city, and i dont really feel excited about staying there. i was sick, had headache, had stomochache. cant really sleep well as i have to stop myself from coughing in order not to interrupt other people's sleep. cant eat well since we had a budget travelling. dont like budget travelling...   but i have no choice...

 

 

dear friends, please dont be envious of me. travel supposed to be an enjoyable activity for your vacation. but it is not the case for me. i cant have fun during the trip. i feel i am even maltreating myself. the only purpose for me to travel is just to kill time. otherwise i will die from fastidium.

 

 

i dont know why i chose Switzerland. everyone here is speaking German most of the time... anyway, i am trying to be  and independent every minute, every moment...

 

remember every time when u said miss me, i actually miss u guys much much more...

 

by the way, happy labour day. i still have class to go...